hey. just got some time to go online and blog. so here i am. rmb my previous post? i said i was fine. guess wht. i'm SO FREAKING NOT FINE NOW. argh. i also don't want others to worry or something. but something's happened. something RLY bad. my dad's gonna leave. i can't explain the whole thing ; cant bother to. my mom cried alot today. i cried thrice. first time can't hold back my tears anymore when i'm beside my dad. i rly couldn't. the thought of losing my dad...you know wht? it PLAINLY SUCKS.
and kee was right. he said in his blog.. "everyone have to grow up on their own. what's the use of living that way. what's the use of telling the world everything about yourself. there's no need to increase ppl's burden and your burden by listening to others. go talk to a wall or something. in the end everyone have to be alone and take care of themselves." that is SO right. i guess other ppl think that way too. so i'm never gonna add on to their burden by telling them my problems again.
fate? i don't think so.